Thanks GB. I want more "time" which is why I want Clark to stay, not really just because it works financially. I think initially, I'm going to be better off financially than he will. I know our m can be saved, even though he thinks it cannot, but I guess as long as ow is involved, I have to let him go.
GGG, that's the crazy thing, I did NOT really want a hug. It did feel like old Clark. I'm guessing guilt is in there with his suggestion. He seems so clear right now and I know he hasn't gone through the tunnels. I have a strong feeling he won't. He will remain broken and I don't want broken Clark.
So yesterday I GALed and 180ed my bottom off
D came home from a sleepover and began throwing up...nice way to wake up! She was running a low grade fever. After I gave her meds and some cereal she began to feel better and agreed that we could still go to my brothers.
I told my brother a few weeks ago that I wanted to learn to ride a motorcycle. He has small dirt bikes and said let's start with that.
So I did yesterday! It was a blast. Those little things have got some speed though...and I found out the hard way I came around the corner and my hand was stuck on the throttle, the hand grip was sticky from the heat, so when I tried to pull the break, I sped up the bike. I went down hard! Glad we were in the grass!! Even though I'm bruised and stiff now, I don't regret trying. The old me would never have done this.
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
I came around the corner and my hand was stuck on the throttle, the hand grip was sticky from the heat, so when I tried to pull the break, I sped up the bike. I went down hard! Glad we were in the grass!! Even though I'm bruised and stiff now, I don't regret trying. The old me would never have done this.
