Keeping it real

[Zues126]

***HELP***. Just got this email. How do I reply? Don't need a specific response, just general concept. She keeps asking where I'm at but isn't volunteering anything about where she's at. "A lot has happened" and "I know where I am and what I've done". Oh, for what it's worth...I absolutely would be interested in R, wouldn't really care if there was an OM in the interim...but would need her committed to IC. I know...much too soon for this, just sharing where I am. Thoughts?

***[EMAIL] You've avoided every question about us I've asked. I need to know though since you know it's not a place we planned to be in ever. Are you seeing someone else or hoping for a reconnection? A lot has gone on since you left with me and my personal life but I always wonder and need to know while I wait for someone to take my case. I hate divorce but have loved the release of anxiety since you left and the kids room that they love. But I need to know your thoughts and feelings as you are still 'Zues', still my husband for now and I'm asking for questions to things I wonder every day. Any answer is ok. Don't sensor it no matter what it is. I just have to know what is going on in your head and I can't read you. Never have been able to and I won't try. I know seeing your guy every week has helped you but I wish you'd share things with me. I know the future is scary for both of us. I know where I am and what I've done. I have no clue to you though. Will you share please?