Hurt and Confused 3

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thank you sandi...good to hear from you. I feel im on the path to dropping the rope. Even though we have had good runnings, I feel the divorce is inevitable. im finishing up my child care class I have to take and getting my financials ready to file this week. Her sister and her sister in law tell me to just go along with it for now....they also asked if I was dating anyone, I asked if she was and they said that she has no time, whenever she has time she is with them. I told them a lot during our conversation that I have been doing a lot of thinking and wish not to talk about it. they mentioned numerous times that we can get back together even if we divorce, but if she kills the marriage to try to save it im not sure I can return it. I miss her but for some reason im starting to enjoy my freedom. We haven't texted or talk for almost 3 days now. It seems when I have the girls she is always contacting me, but when she has the girls she goes quiet...and I just enjoy my freedom. We do not do anything together anymore as a family. I still have my up and downs but more ups now. Im starting to notice my old self coming back and in turn im noticing a lot of girls interested in me, it feels good to my ego and my pride is slowly being built up. Im not sure I have dropped the rope but im just making every interaction a pleasant one while not looking for those interactions (if that makes sense).

everyone don't worry about hijacking my board, a discussion helps us all