okay...okay.....over my thing yesterday. I am calm and in control again. I feel good about things...anyway. Yesterday, I said some other things to her. She can want to look at my homes, but as I told her...I picked our home with her and LOVE it. I do not want to leave, but must . It just feels weird having her look at my home with me and give an opinion. It bothers my head on so many levels. She apologized. I walked up to her last night and put my arms around her. I told her about being beyond stressed out and get panicked. She actually hugged me back for once, like old times. I quickly moved on through the house. Today was a family shopping thing. S3.5 did not want me to go and kept attaching to her. I asked her to stop the car and said I would stay home. she seemed quite shocked as I exited the car. I told her I did not want to go anymore. When they returned she was chatty and sat down talking about all kinds of things. I quietly listened. She told me she wanted to go out shopping and asked if it was okay. I told her sure, I can watch s3.5. She left and i took care of him. HOWEVER, before she left....she came over to hug him while I was holding him.....leaned in my way and hugged us both....like she used to. Is this guilt causing this?
she returned and bought a piece of art for the counter. she had to call me over to her and pointed to the bag. she presented it like I was supposedto be overjoyed that she is buying new stuff for what is now her home. I told her it was nice and moved on. Going to GAL.
PS wanted to thank starsky309 for bumping up some old posts today. HELPFUL stuff. I aappreciate everyone here. This place keeps me focused.
Last edited by NewB3; 08/30/1404:43 PM.
Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14 I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.
