It seems you're trying to solve everything RIGHT NOW.

Slow down, one minute, one hour, one day at a time. It seems your anxiety is through the roof cause you're worked about what might happen and you have no idea what might happen.

Take things as they come.

You can do this.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss