Omg. I just realized a year ago today was our last vacation as a family of 5. I never knew a yr later I was going to get a D. I had no idea at the time that a few months later my stbxh said this vacation "traumatized" him at BD. He said he could never go on a vacation with kids again. To us crazy logical folks, it makes no sense. However, it is what it is. And what I'm most grateful I realized, is that stbxh is the example of "wherever you go, there you are."
Oh, my poor kiddos have been extra demanding lately. Older 2 need constant reminders I'm not leaving which is understandable. Little one asks many questions. "Why did you marry Daddy?" "Don't you love Daddy anymore?" Ugh. Hate those. I won't lie and am certainly not saying "sometimes grown ups grow apart" bs. I just answer as best I can.
My babysitter is home for college. Shhh. Don't tell the kids but I've arranged for her to come tomorrow night. A surprise for ME! If I told them now it would be mutiny and why can't they go with me.
Pool with peeps tomorrow during day. Football too. Although I will probably get to see some if Curious. George or Handy Manny plays.
Positive energy to all!
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
