On the brink, need a miracle

[Onguard]

She said no. Although, the other day I caught her going through my phone. Nothing better than a hypocrite. She said that she does not want to live under constant scrutiny. In addition, she is very consistent with deleting texts and emails. I have the password to her vz wireless account but imessages will not leave a trail. So I can only see numbers she is texting or calling. Also, I would not rule out that she may have a second phone hidden somewhere. Being cheated on and lied to so much has made me question my own name at this point. I also think that if the OM contacted her that she would start the affair back up or worse, flat out leave me for him. Thanks for your help Starsky. I'm going to try and make it a good weekend and I wish you the same!