"You won. I am broken. But I will get better. I always do. The sad part is that everyone is telling me to stop killing myself over guilt."
He betrayed me, I forgave him, he left me, he spent our money on other women, I forgave him some more, he initiated D, and somehow I have broken him?
Your response to him through this is unexpected. You have only broken his expectations that you would roll over and die when he came at you with the divorce. Or fight back the way he wants you to fight. If his support structure/ good people in his life are telling him anything, they are saying "If you feel guilty about this, do something different." But that's not what he lets himself hear.
As you said before, MLC MADNESS!
Me: 43 XW: 43 T15 M14 D21, SS15, S11, D8 BD: 8/6 EA / possible PA discovered 9/29 D final 10/20
