Well, I do need to work on self improvement, not just to save my marriage, but to become a better person. I do not like who I have become over the years.
As far as what I am going to do, I can not have another person in my life as a partner while I am on my journey. Not my wife or any other woman. I am still married, even though I have stepped out in the last, and even though I have the green light from her, I am not going to violate my marriage regardless of what she does.
I need to be the role model for my children. They need some sort of normalcy. I have to be the strong one for them, and to not lose my own sanity.
Last edited by getrite; 08/29/1401:43 PM.
M-32 W-29 3D-12, 10, 8 Bomb Dropped 28 Jul 2014 She started dating 4 Aug 2014
