I told her tonight that I am off early tomorrow, so may stop in. Going to do some court paperwork. She mentions we have therapy next week and it is good we have gotten all the logistic stuff off the table. WTF? So I guess she will be all about therapy now? I then mentioned after I am going with realtor ( good looking female) to look at 5 more homes. WAW then asks if any are a second look visit. I blew that off and gave no answer.
Truth is, I am still enamored by WAW. She is kind, thoughtful, and sweet. Beautiful to me. And I cannot tell her. Our relationship is getting back to chatty and friendly. I am confused, sad, and hopeful, all at the same time. I feel like I am going nuts. I need some meds.....jeez I was VERY quiet tonight. I cooked dinner and she talked a lot. I listened. At first she would talk and not look at me. I finally stopped and gave her full eye contact and she then returned it. I see a lot of different actions lately that have us in close physical proximity. Could this be a reaction to my lack of pursuit over the past 4 months? After dinner, I quietly started cleaning up. She stopped me and said she would take care of it. She also took car of S3.5 the rest of tonight. I am GAL at the moment, since they go to bed early. Off for me time.
Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14 I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.
