First post - My WAH story

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Thanks, Pilot. I'll deal with this stupid email some more tomorrow or this weekend. I'm too busy GAL right now to dwell on it in my evenings. =P

I went to dinner last night at my friend's house. She has a French guy staying with her (she rents a room out through AirBNB) who talked our ears off. It was a lot of fun and I got to practice my French, which is really rusty! My friend texted me today, saying that the guy was asking about me last night. He wanted to know "why you carry a lot of pain inside...He said you were smiling all the time but he felt your pain and sadness." I had been faking it for awhile, but I'm genuinely feeling better lately and I had a really good time last night. I feel like people who know me really well might pick up that I'm not as happy, but this perfect stranger? I feel like I've been keeping a PMA and now I'm wondering if I still feel tragically sad to people. Any suggestions on how to, I don't know, fake it better??