I get it. Last night was really emotional, on both of us. I had an IC appointment on Monday, and I left feeling GREAT. I was no longer texting her, I would respond to her on my time, I would answer her calls when I wanted to. I wa not saying any of the I love you's or anything.Granted, that was only 2 days, but it felt great.
Then last night happened, it felt like we were connected, but she is so resistant to it at the same time. I can see that she loves me, I can see it on her face, the way she was crying was uncontrollable. I know that she does in fact love me and that she has issues with me that she is working through. Heck, I have issues with me that I am working though. She even asked why I loved her, and then said that she has not been a good wife. I told her that she was a great wife and not to doubt that.
I think that she is just as confused as I am, I do not know what is going on in her head.
Today has been an emotional roller coaster for me. It felt good knowing that she does love me, but I feel terrible at the same time. I do not want to take advantage of the situation when she is vulnerable like that, and I did not.
Just a side note, he birthday is coming up, and I will be out to sea, do I have flowers sent or just let it pass as another day.
Is there light at the end of this tunnel. I feel like our marrige can be saved, I just don't think she sees it.
Last edited by getrite; 08/28/1405:11 PM.
M-32 W-29 3D-12, 10, 8 Bomb Dropped 28 Jul 2014 She started dating 4 Aug 2014
