I hate to say it, and I have had a hard time doing it too, but you have to let that go.
Don't look for his truck, find a different route, don't be tempted to check up on her. There is nothing you can do about it. I know that EVERY time I had done something like that, I got hurt. Every time. I don't want to be hurt any more. and she doesn't care if she hurts me or not. So it is up to me and you Dawgy.
Me-45 W-44 S21, S18, D15 T-27, M-21 BD Jan 2014 PA revealed March 2014 In-house separation - April 2015 I filed - Aug 2015 She moved out Oct 2015