I was doing so good

[dawgy]

yeah Turn , I printed that tibit off and have read it several times already . It makes a fella feel like time will pass and eventually she will come back . If she does come back i feel optimistic it can work out .
These days shes very messed up . i drove by her work the other night because there was no other route . She said she was working late . Well she was there but so was his truck . So I lost it . I called her and said " Are you f$#king insane having him there ? "
And she replied just relax its only work . So then I said so your not seeing him anymore and she said some work and some "seeing " him. I wanted to smash the windows out of their vehicles and go in a assault him but i took many many deep breaths and drove away . Only to pay the price since . She will barely even speak to me now