I know twinmom, it's been frustrating the past couple of days nor bring able to get on here, I've made some monumental back slides! I read your post this morning on your thread, I so get where you're coming from, I am exhausted beyond belief, I'm trying to organize going away by myself for a few days just give myself space from h and the whole sitch.
I did say no to an invitation to dinner with h and the boys the other night, absolutely killed me, I made up an excuse about meeting up with ffriends for dinner. I then came home and cried, but hey he didn't see me cry (well not that night anyway)