I relate so much to your post above.

I do try these days to be kind to my ex and I am currently really trying to forgive both my ex and his girlfriend. I think if I can do this in my own mind it will bring me good karma. So far I haven't had much luck.

Keep documenting you never know when it will come in handy

Maybe down the road you should consider sending ex and ow an email regarding sons feelings

Don't forget how far you have come on your own. There will always be small mental set back - allow yourself those breaks. Go easy on yourself. You have been amazing!!


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13