I'm glad you came back to post an update. We all have been concerned, but it's good to get away and focus on other things once in a while.

Take care of yourself and continue to post when you feel the need to do so. We are here to listen and support you in any way that we can.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.