WOW I know it hurts. And you will have good days and bad days and with time the bad days will be less and less.
Glad you had some fun over the weekend. Try to plan as many things as you can to stay busy.
I love reading books both self help and fiction, is there a hobby you have that can take your mind off XH when its a "bad day".
Take it one day at a time. I dont know your whole story, not sure how long since the D. Have you thought about dating, nothing serious but just to test the waters?
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
