Congratulations! Now, make a list of the things that you need to do before relocating.
The first two things that come to my mind is when are you telling your h and what are you going to do about the house you are living in?
You've got a lot to do and hopefully your daughters will help to pull things together.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.