Not necessarily misjudged, but you can't jump all over this and think this is her way of coming home. It isn't. When she's ready to work on the R, it's usually immediate and there is an urgency to it. She's just trying to be polite here.
"She isn't interested in me?"
Not in the way you want her to be. She just sees you as a "friend". A friend whom she's not afraid to take to court and screw you over.
"And what do u mean by 'monster'? Apologies if that's a silly question."
Not silly at all. The "monster" refers to her current state where she does things that you would have never thought she would ever do like having an A. The monster lashes out at you and blames you for everything (not saying that you are totally devoid of blame) and never takes responsibility for anything. You are the enemy to her. That's the monster state of mind.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
