Changed computer PW to GetALife2014 - there's a constant reminder for you.
Have practiced many healthy scenarios of positive interactions with the W in my head. It's working! She was all prepared to be nasty to me tonight (sometimes you can just tell) - but I hit the LoveLingo trifecta, Touch (but not too much), Service, Affirmation. She quickly settled into healthy "back to school" stuff about the kids. Heh. I feel like I'm cheating. Of course, she is still divorcing me, so...
Spent last 4 days with Mom who is recovering from lung cancer surgery - it hasn't spread, she's gonna make it. 55 years of smoking. Her house stinks. (Any of you have a Mom who doesn't know how to "Grandma". I swear sometimes she shoulda been a biker.)
This feels like a diary. A very public anonymous diary. Weird.
G'night, (or good morning) all. I wish you the best.
Me: 43 XW: 43 T15 M14 D21, SS15, S11, D8 BD: 8/6 EA / possible PA discovered 9/29 D final 10/20
