3 months after BD, the roller coaster ride hurts

[devotee]

Ok. So he offered to go to couples counseling with me if I start getting on board with selling the condo and packing. He thinks I'm dragging my feet and "blackmailing" him by not wanting to move out. I don't want to move because I can't afford to live on my own. If it came to that I would push for a separation agreement and demand he help me with rent.
But I think it's worth giving in to his request if it means he will finally try counseling. Although I do have a suspicion he's just going to go through the motions and not take it seriously.
Only time will tell, but I will keep looking out for myself and making sure I have my bases covered.