Anniversary is tomorrow.
I really dont think H has a clue,,he was talking to me about S and he helping a neighbor out with their yard this week on his day off. And even if he does know I dont have any expectations to celebrate which is good for me sad for M.

It was hard to find a non mushy card. Here is what I found
On front- Love isn't in the failling. It's in the staying there.
Inside- Happy Anniversay

I draw a heart (avoided writing I love you )and then signed my name inside.

I hope this is not too much and H does not have any negative reactions or feel pressure from this card. BUT if he does he will have to just deal with it.

I will leave it on his nightstand when I go to work in the morning.

I will wait and see what his response/reaction will be.

I was very busy GAL this weekend, and I have plans for Thursday-Saturday upcoming. Tomorrow I might go out with a friend for drinks, chips and salsa. I dont want to be sad tomorrow...dont want to sit around and dwell on the day. I plan to stay very busy tomorrow.

I did initate a kiss goodbye today as H left for work, he gave me one the other day,,,so I gave him one today.

Going to have me a glass of wine 2night and veg out in front of TV until time for bed. Im stronger then I thought....this time last year I was full of sadness and crying ALOT.

So thoughts on the card...too much or just right..?


Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015)
H 51 (ring off 7/2013)
M 2007 T 1996
S 14
July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son
Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW