Just looked up the number of cloudy days in Upstate New York. Freaking out again.

I know that Vitamin D has been shown to improve symptoms, but I DO NOT WANT TO BE STUCK IN NEW YORK and Depressed with all this responsibility.

Dammit. I hate this. Why couldn't this job be in Key West?

Debilitating, horrible, awful, suicidal depression. It's gotten better as I've gotten older...but, it's still an issue and D20 seems to have inherited the whatever. Hers is just beginning.

I think I'd feel better if I had a doctor in place, with a proven track record for treating severe SAD, before we move.

"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man

“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson