He had been 'owning' what he did. But I feel like today he just wants to move forward and stop digging in. I really hope this can all be addressed with counseling.
I do want to save my M. That's why I joined here to begin with. When H first approached me I was apprehensive. I had so many reservations that I thought meant I wanted to D. But I realized I am apprehensive but I do want to give it's shot. Woundedfool said something that really set the tone for me when I said I didn't want to risk putting the boys through this again. He said what about shared weekends holidays and vacations for the rest of their life... That's so true to me and I just needed to be reminded of that
I just don't know how should I be acting? I see myself getting comfortable with H being around the house hugging me telling me he loves me like everything is fine.
