So how did it go?

Get to know the man your H is now, you may or may not like him but be open. You've got a lot of pent up resentment tied to him.

Why did you stop doing all those things that you no longer do? Are you doing them now?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss