I guess I'm expecting it to be no fun. I need to change gears and expect it to be neutral. Chuck said, treat him as I would treat my brother. That fun and meaningful and no more.
I'll do my best to work my way into that mindset. I'm having a harder time forgiving him for abandoning me, before and after he left, than for anything else. And the fact I'm in this place where I'm dreading something I would have traded my right arm for before, makes me angry. How can I love someone with so little integrity?
Brother. Brother. Brother. Brother.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
