Hi Mighty - sorry to read of your recent developments. I keep asking myself too, how is it possible that this is actually my life now? Unbelievable. Anyway, I totally understand the anger. I can't look H in the eye, and he wants to sit and shoot the breeze like 2 old buddies. I just CAN'T do it. It is not physically possible for me. There is nothing wrong with you. Feeling the way you do now sounds to me like it is totally appropriate, given what's happened to you and your family. If there is one thing I've learned -- FEEL those moments of anger, sadness, whatever -- acknowledge them, let them out somehow, and then keep moving forward. You are doing great. Let him see what he is missing. From all of your posts, I really feel like he will wake up one day and wonder WTF happened to the great life he had for so many years...Hugs to you tonight.
Me 53, XH 57 M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids BD June '13 H moved out July '13 Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14 H filed for D Nov. '14 D March '15
