I'm having a rough day already. I have to fill out the L forms about splitting everything. I haven't cried this hard in a long time.

I cant believe my life has come to this. My poor children haven't even felt anything yet. They have no clue what their dad is getting ready to do to us. I fing hate what H is doing to me. EVERYTHING is joined. I will lose so much out of this!

Why couldn't he just be some evil man that I hate? It would be so much easier if I really wanted out, but I don't and I don't want to do any of this. I keep wishing I'd wake up from this nightmare I now call life.

Atsbaby
M:36 H:35
T: 19 M:12
S:11
D:9
BD: 5/4/14
Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her
8/19 admits OW
8/22/14 files D w/o telling me
9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile