I'm a newbie here with similar story to yours. I don't have much advice but just wanted to let you know that I have been following your post and you have inspired me.
Let yourself cry, but then pick yourself up and stay positive!
We are rooting for you!!!
*big hugs*
Me- 35 H- 36 D-6 D-5 Married- nov 2004 Sep- june 2014
