afraid I have waited too long #4

[nit84]

NewB3,

Didn't do a darn thing, I had things to do and we didn't see each other.

She rolled in about 12:30 am and I wasn't jumping out of bed just to wish her a Happy Birthday.

Somewhere down the line I am sure it will be brought up by her that I am uncaring person who couldn't wish a Happy Birthday to her even if the circumstances are what they are.

She will use it to justify why she is not willing to work on the M instead facing the real issues but I cant control that so oh well.

I am to the point now where I want initiate some conversation about the Business side of R only and see if she will explain why she feels the way she does on financial issues.

Maybe I can get a sense if she is totally relying on her L for everything or if some of these moves that are being made are her Ideas.

My feeling is that she is putting a lot stock in her L, which is her right, but I think he may want to drag things out a bit to earn some extra cash. Half of which I will have to pay.

It just seems like if W really wanted to push things along like she has indicated more things would have happened quicker. Now I could go home and there will be D papers and settlement proposals and all but it still seems strange that W is taking this much time to do things.

Everytime she asks or yells for me to do something I have done it. Not because I want a D but because she accuses me of being a roadblock.

3 times now I have told her she was free to leave and I did the things she asked me to do to help in that regard but nothing. She always seems shocked that I do these things and she doesn't like the reality of the numbers so she gets upset and stews about them I suppose.

My track record was not the greatest when it came to quickly doing something she asked me to do but it always got done in time with the exception of fixing up house. That will be done in time also just not in time to save our M most likely.