She is not seeing any particular man. She has gone dates with a couple and I don't believe there has been anything physical. It's hard. The pain of rejection is killing me. I have not contacted her at all since our fling in the afternoon. I am trying to deal, just extremely difficult. I'm hitting the gym today and it am going to start a workout routine. I've got to take out this aggression. Is it normal to go from feeling pain to anger? I know I have made my fair share of mistakes in our relationship, but she said we would get through it like we always do. Today has not been bad. I still feel like crap but not like I have been.
M-32 W-29 3D-12, 10, 8 Bomb Dropped 28 Jul 2014 She started dating 4 Aug 2014
