OK, I guess it's official.

I received a letter in the mail yesterday from my lawyer. It said, "I received your Judgment of Divorce."

I scheduled an appointment for Tues morning with l so he can serve it to me. Humph.

Taking all the nonsense out of it, I can't believe I am divorced. I never thought this would happen. One year ago, I was happily married and making plans for my future. Well, I was happy... and I was clueless he wasn't. That's the crazy thing with mlc. I knew him so well. We were together since we were kids. We grew up together. I knew him inside and out. I would tell him he needed to deal with these "issues" because they would hurt him and WERE hurting him. I had no idea how badly. Either did he.

So, that's that. End of a chapter. But I feel the same. I'm not exactly sure what that is, but right now I just feel sad. I dreamed about h all night.

I really just can't believe this is my life. I never thought this would happen. Seriously.