Gah, so I must confess that I had a setback last night. H has the kids this week and I was supposed to take them last night but I was feeling guilty about all the back and forth we are putting them through so I told H that he can just keep them instead of bringing them back to me in the am. He was at the house when I got home, mowed the lawn for me and somehow suddenly I was really overcome with sadness. The tears started coming and I quickly walked away but he saw. He asked me what's wrong and I just said "there's just a lot going on" (not just H but my Dad's illness too, H is aware of this). I said that I would be ok and that was about it.
After he left I went out with a friend, we had a good evening out to eat, drinks and then hung out on the beach chatting for a while. It was fun but I really need to branch out on my GAL --- too much eating and drinking!
So that's the latest
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
