I prayed that I am not being played as well. I guess all I can do is be patient and hope she tells me the truth. She really is someone who would sweep this under the rug. In fact that is one of the issues with our communication...we don't fight ever.
If she never tells me the truth I guess I will know she ended it when she says "I want to work on our marriage." All she has ever said is "I don't want this, you are my H and the father of children" and that she "is trying to change her feelings and she would if she could." But that is not someone committed to our M.
Me: 40, W: 40 M: 15, T: 18 D - 10, S - 7 D announcement 6/7/2014 A discovered 7/20/2014 (but denied by W) Still living together and sharing same bed