i wanna take karate and have extraordinary love in my life

extraordinary, being that based on friendship and trust and honesty and security and admiration... (oh, and passion...)


i don't ever want to be mistrusted again, and if I am... I want to be able to kick their butt with my cool new karate kicks hi-YA !!!


i also want a career i can excel in
and i want to write a book
and i want a vacation



my specific goal remains, however... to NOT go insane, and to pay my bills...


isn't it funny? our dreams tempered by reality???