I do want her to hurt to help realize what she is doing . I still love her immensly but i dont know why i do after whats shes done to us . I guess I believe in MLC or the affair fog . Her affair is almost 9 months old now if its still going on and I assume it is . I just wanna rip the OM s face off I feel so betrayed and humiliated . I still cant believe the woman I share a bed with for 25 + years has done what shes done . It all seems so sureal . Mlp do you really think her anger is unhappiness with herself or is it with me because alot of the people in the fog want to place blame on the LBS for the affair . I just went shopping for 15 mins with her and the boys and she was so distant . Im sure the boys are picking up on this


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )