I have days when I am filled with hate and anger, and other days I am just so incredibly sad. But every day I still want him back, irrespective of all he's done.
It's true though, this board has been a lifesaver for me. On my down days, I read through all of your inspirational posts and advice and I think - yes I can really do this! I am going to be okay!
Me - 44 Husband - 47 D20, S18 BD - Aug 2013 Moved out - Jan 2014 OW discovered Jan 2014