Finding my way - part 5

[Meghan]

I'll be sending sometime this morning. It feels...well, huge. This is the only contact that we have, since he's hundreds of miles away.

I'm trying to not build up any hope, lest I be crushed if he's using this as an opening to ask me to send him something that he forgot here, or to tell me something I don't want to hear, or even just to make himself feel better. It's hard not to, though, and not to put a huge amount of importance on this one email.

Clearly some detachment is in order. Easier said than done, though.