GG, It's time to think about hiring someone to help out w/those heavy lifting/duty jobs around your place. Try not to put any pressure on your h because he can't handle it right now. Also, when texting him, keep your texts very short and to the point. H's brain is full of cobwebs and he can't focus on a lot of words. Okay?
You've focused on your h quite a bit and it's time to turn the focus back on to you, your health and well being. I know you want him back and you love him dearly, but your journey is calling you and you need to continue moving forward. You can leave the door ajar and if your h so wishes, he can open it further and step into the room and join you along the way. Give him plenty of space and time and when he comes over, be yourself.
BTW, it's time for a new thread. You are over the 100 posting limit by 16 and your thread may lock soon.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
