I was doing so good

[dawgy]

I was doing sooo good with detachment and GALing and boom last night I asked where she was and she wouldnt tell me . I tossed and turned all night , bad dreams , sick stomach the works . This morning I have a bad feeling . She didnt make my tea and she does every morning and has for years .Ive been holding onto that little detail for months and believe it or not I cherish the fact that she does this . Shes off work for a couple days and Im worried about her moving out . Please someone chime in and remind me how to handle this heavy anxiety Dawgy