Im in a bad way today . I just have a feeling . Never slept well , bad dreams overall crappy night . I made the mistake of asking her where abouts last night . She wouldnt tell me . So i guess that means with OM . The bad feeling I have today is she s not working today or tomorrow . And it got me thinking shes planning on moving out while im at work . Could be heavy mind reading but the kids are gonna be away all day too .I need some words of support today big time . Heavy anxiety this morning .She always makes my tea in the morning before work and has continued to do so all through this turmoil but no tea this morning she got up with the alarm and laid down on the sofa and went to sleep . I believe the OM left his wife and got a place in town so im worried shes planning a move in with him > That would be devastating frown Dawgy

Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )