Maybell - I'm sending lots of hugs. You have a lot to deal with, and it's just not right that you have to deal with all of this alone. No one could blame you for losing it with him, or for feeling like you're starting to hate him and might never want to reconcile. And although it's not DB, I think sometimes it's important to let people know how we really feel, particularly when it's harmful not only to us, but also to children, who are the very people our spouses are supposed to be caring for and protecting.
What Meghan said! Good luck Maybell, we are all rooting for you. Sorry you are having a crappy time. Come here and vent to us. Hugs, Lisa
