H day off we cooked dinner kinda together.. I wanted to tell him how I'm feeling...I wanted to say if u are not ready then let's end our M. Instead I prayed and ask GOD what else do I need to learn from this...almost immediate "self worth" came to my head...hmmm I know I'm worthy of love I know my self worth...no idea how I'm to apply that now...other then to leave my M. Im confused I don't know what to do. Maybe I need to think about this some more and figure out if standing is somehow affecting my self worth? Is this another phase of LBS or just another day closer to me no longer standing?
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
