The Amoeba Whisperer: "It's All Dog Training!"

[GoatGal]

Cadet,

I want to respond to your other statements.

You pegged it weeks ago when you said he was in replay.

No doubt about it. He has a long way to go.

I don't expect that I will be able to hold out until his crisis is over; I might have moved on by then, especially if he does divorce me.

So even with glimmers of my former H in there, I am under no illusion that he will soon change for the better, if ever.

As for what I want my life to look like, it wouldn't look much different from how it does now, with the exception of having a livable house, less animals to care for, no crazy husband.

No husband at all would be just peachy with me.
If this one doesn't finish baking before the timer goes off, I think that will be my last attempt at matrimony.

I am happy on my own, just wish I had less responsibilities so I could travel and socialize more. I'd like to make more money performing, DJing, and selling my sculpture.

I like my life. I like who I am, my animals, my farm, my friends.
I have many things which give me joy----I've had my share of pain too, especially now, but I'm still a happy, positive person overall.

I find life to be a great adventure. This has been a hell of a chapter, but it ain't over yet!

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I find my ability to detach comes and goes. It's harder being in closer contact with him. It leaves me more vulnerable.
But I'm working on it.

I'm sure if I moved to Switzerland after hitting the lottery, I'd be detached in a hurry!


Thanks for the guidance, Cadet.
I hope I am not letting you down.

I do get a little wacky sometimes with anxiety.

At least I've learned to ramble on here and not in the real world.
I'm really not as crazy in real life.
I mean, not usually!

You have a great night, wherever you are.

Your Pal,

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