I dont think anyone will scold you for reaching your breaking point. Lord knows you have tried. Who knows what your feelings will be in a few days. But I do not think anyone will blame you for having those feelings right now. We all have those feelings. It is the lucky ones like you who get to vent them out at your spouse! I know you are upset, frustrated, and at your wits end, but believe me, just about everyone here wants to do what you just did.
I hope tomorrow brings you a little more joy than today.
Best of luck to you!
Me: 42 W: 32 Married 7 years together 8.5 S1: 7 S2:7 Bomb #1: 09-16-13 Recon #1: 11/13 A discovered 04-03-2014 W filed D 05-19-14 but never served me I filed D 12-02-2014 S 05-31-14 Divorced 5-19-16