Dunno about being inspiring. Good days and bad days still.

Today - not so hot. He sent me a message that he had a headache, and I responded. He then sent me almost the EXACT same message. Seriously - that can't be for me. Whatever - detach detach detach. But yuck.

Things are different. The more I detach, the more I realize that I want more from the relationship than we had before. It's going to take a ton of work. We're not there yet.

I'm also different. This has changed me. I've got a lot of work to do on myself.

So...good times.