Yea at some points just getting out of bed is huge.
I was talking about the whole ordeal yesterday to an acquaintance form long ago, her comment is wow, your attitude and forward is amazing in a short space of time.
Yes it has been up for about 3 months, and faked on and off before that. I just bounce emotionally up. Physically up out of bed is different but mentally.
A story. we have a hate fully nasty negative woman at work everyone hates her finds her awful and cannot work with her. Yesterday I happied her, ever time she opened her trap to moan or carry on for 5min I happied her.
She was mmmm someone's in a good mood! Yeah, I went to a funeral. Life is ok You shouldn't be happy,
Butt in suns out life's good. She moans I but in again. I stop she moans I butt in!
She was mega pissed by the end of 5min. What a waste of energy. on her part
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26