Maybell the VIIIth

[Maybell]

105 posts on my thread. In five days. I have a problem.

Maybell VII

Kids were FaceTiming H this evening when D11 lost her sh!t. H mildly said "D11, don't talk like that." Meantime she's screaming names at her brothers, kicking things, and stomping all over the place. It took an hour to get her calmed down. It was directed at me a LOT. It was absolutely horrible.

I lost my temper. I felt the abandonment. He never even followed up with me to see if she had gotten better. I sent him a text that "Thank you very much for leaving me alone to deal with all this by myself and for adding to D11's difficulties. I hope your happiness is worth it."

I don't even care any more if we never reconcile. I don't want him back if he can do this to me. I don't care if he dates a hundred skanky twenty-somethings or if he finds the love of his life fifteen minutes from now. I don't think I can forgive him for this. He knows exactly what he's left me with and he doesn't even care. I think I may even be beginning to hate him.

He said "I'm sorry. But I'm not going to fight with you that way. I'm really sorry about D11 tonight."

I answered "Very convenient."

Yes, it was hateful. But it was not remotely close to what he deserves for being a cr@ppy husband and a cr@ppy father. I don't want him back. I deserve better. A lot better. And to think he wants things to not be awkward. What a jerk.