1st post. Long but please read, help!

[Zues126]

See above post. I'm leaning towards no email. She already will feel I'm not supportive based on history, the fact I don't remember this date, and that I couldn't go over there to watch the kids. An email at this point seems like words, not actions, and will just signify how short I fall of supportive. All while trying to pursue and give support she doesn't want.

At least with no contact she can't blame it on me, she's the one that kicked me out and doesn't want me in her life.